Goodbye Ugh-Merica

 I embrace not being the least bit invested in party culture

I will not allow you to empty me anymore.

Too busy dancing on privilege

To even begin to unpack it

Go ahead.

Call me boring.

You’ve obviously never been inside my head.

I don’t want to waist my crazy

I want every minute to be a deep and active choice to be alive

And I don’t want a second of it to be pos(t)ed on Instragram.

And I am not a fucking drag queen

Who’s either happy

Or catty

And I am not here for dress up

And I am not here to pretend

And I am not here for your fucking entertainment

I’m no Sir on weekdays

This is my life not some Friday night special

Fun-Fun-Fun.

Are you really crazy

Or are you really drunk

Because sometimes it’s really hard to tell.

And it’s reaaaaally important to distinguish.

Is there anything you need?

Speed

Meth

Ecstasy

Pills

Mortgage

Real Estate

Shoes

Dick

And there is so much poverty on the streets

And you sit up there at the top floor of the Hilton Hotel

And try to tell me that this is ok

That this is just the way it is

That we can’t afford to do anything about it

That we need the money to kill chldren in Afghanistan

I guess we always were more into killing the poor than killing poverty

And you’re still busy obsessing over that one day you weren’t safe at the top floor of that tall building.

Climbing to pretend you’re god at the expense of everyone else

Up there - it’s all just this feast on nothingness

Till that day

When everyone has the right to sit there with you.

Cuz everything belongs to the world that created it.

There is nobody who can own this.

And I don’t wanna be this philanthropist who gives a dime

And than doesn’t give a shit

And I don’t wanna be a cold-hearted neoliberal

Nor a bleeding-hearted liberal

It’s this cycle

This system

This push-pull between privilege and oppression and hierarchies

And I want it out the back door

But that’s the only door we were ever allowed to enter.

And I can’t believe that we are staging an election with the question

What’s the lesser of two evils

And I can’t believe that you haven’t stopped to think that you’d be a better president than both of them.

Do you really think we need him to keep that bridge from falling

Do you really think he even had a hand in building that bridge to begin with?