Fucked up girls in this world need to try to find our own peace of mind. Others can't assign us theirs and we can't assign them ours. We will not be able to carry it. We will never marry it. We, the like-minded, can support each other through life. We, no matter how like-minded, can never carry each other through life. And we are used to going on most of our adventures alone. Who are we if we can not soar alone? If we need someone to hold our hand to enjoy the experience? A witness does not constitute an emotions realness. If you function at that level of independence you better cherish it. It's a rare gift. The need for comfort never comes near it, but it is a struggle to not let passion burn it. ♥
And if we ever doubt that sometimes it is enough to just breath: Draw up a bath-tub, sink our head under the water for 45 seconds, feel what happens to the body (it feels like it is going to explode) and how great it feels to breath after words. It can also be exhilarating with breath-control BDSM sex with someone you trust. But once again it is important to never get addicted to someone else being there.
PS This song, "Werewolf" and "Animals" are just SUCH beautiful poetry - ♥ CocoRosie ♥. "Open hearted as a heart can be, 'Cause we all a ruin like broken leaves Stitched together like pants and sleeves...I'll bathe you in the crystal light. That sleeps between my thighs...Swing open the door freed the caged bees and wallows. Swarm geometric patterns on the sun Eclipse new moon"