Som ni som följt den här bloggen ett tag redan vet så hamnar jag ibland i extrema CR-CR-CR-CR-CREATIVE HIGH'S =). Och då skriver jag ett sånt där skitlångt episkt blogginlägg, som spretar åt alla håll och kanter och innehåller länkar och klipp till allt möjligt intressant. En sådan period är jag inne i just nu. Men jag lovar att jag använder min kreativitet till mer än bara blogginlägg just nu: Arbetar med en performance vid namn "FEMME FAGGOT WHORE FROM HELL" som jag ska köra i Stockholm och Berlin i mars, om någon vecka kommer en artikel om sexarbetares rättigheter att publiceras, jag arbetar på en artikel om sexuella trakasserier mot femmes i allmänhet och manligt könade femmes i synnerhet, har börjat en skrivarkurs och sist men inte minst spelar jag och Therese idag in en "Shit people say to femmes"-video =).
Och så alla mina spretiga tankar som sprids här:
Fick en av mina dikter publicerade i webbtidningen Miteroi.
Yelah skriver jättebra om problemen med hur kommersiella medier arbetar och kopplar det till Juholt "Journalistiken segrade över Juholt"
Möllan.nu skriver om det senaste årets 10 största genusgrodor. SKITBRA! Skämta skiten ur dom!!!!!!! Deras kommentarer förtjänar inte att tas på allvar. "Starta manskanal" etc. ♥ STOR HUMOR ♥
FIONA APPLE SLÄPPER NYTT ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!
ÄLSKAR AMY. ÄLSKAR AMY ÄN MER HÄR:
Och så lite random ramblings på engelska:
My heart is weak, receptive to everything, but my will is strong and overcomes it all.
I could not sustain any self-destructive habit for long, I hurt too much everytime I run myself over, I wouldn't last long.
The mask of restraint never quite fit well and than one day it fell off and shattered into a million pieces and I knew from that day forward that it would not be easy because the meeting between realness and reality is not meant to be.
When I'm femmed up it doesn't matter if I go to the boys or the girls room, people stare at me anyways.
Being hit by a wall hurts ten times more than actually being hit. Especially for sensitive bitches who don’t know the meaning of the word Aloof or Ignore. If the path to happiness includes being aloof and ignoring all kinds of stuff than count me out. Imma find another way.
Alice Walker - Possessing the secret of joy begins with "When the axe came into the forest, the trees said the handle is one of us" ends with "RESISTANCE IS THE SECRET OF JOY! it says in huge block letters. There is a roar as if the world cracked open and I flew inside. I am no more. And satisfied"
I’ve always been more of a fighter than a person who lays back relaxes and enjoys life. I think it’s a good priority, however the problem is that the last year I haven’t allowed myself to just lay back and relax and enjoy life for like even a second – everything had to have a purpose.
Oh Cinderella, they aren’t whores like me!.....
I have more in common with many people who don’t define as feminists than I do with big fans of second wave-feminist theory. Why?: Transphobia, protecting the gender binary/anti-queer, anti-femme, stigmatization of sex workers, against all porn, turning a blind eye to other power dynamics (especially racism), robbing women of their agency (especially in the debate on rape) etc. etc. etc.
(I wrote this for Valerie Solanas facebook-page): When I said that Sex is a hang-up I didn't mean that Sex is bad. I meant that it's fucked up that we live in a society where we learn that the only place where we can be truly free and uninhibited is in bed, when we could be skirting with uninhibition, freedom, ecstacy and euphoria in so many places, dancing half-naked on tables not caring who the fuck is watching, thrashing around to riot grrrl-music, screaming our lungs out, singing our lungs out, making art, taking over the stage, performing our asses off, enjoying the experience of emotional catharcis, breaking down, breaking furniture, breaking norms, breaking borders, burning all the shit we don't need, throwing big rocks at things we don't want (big banks, big boys, big cars, big shops etc.) writing and saying exactly what is going on inside, laughing till we cry and crying till we laugh, causing revolutionary trouble all the time everywhere, breaking bottles, grooving, shaking people up so they won't be half-dead, letting go of fear and shame, creating, loving, being completely open to ourselves and to others, AND fucking like there's no tomorrow. It's when fucking becomes the obsession numero uno, our big hang-up, that we become non-creative idiotic dullards, duuuuh, I'm not some fucking Jesus daddies girl!
Once when a masculine guy tried to hit on me I said "Sorry, I’m only with other femmes". It is not even true, cuz that would be kinda closed-minded. But I am so tired of masculinity roles and the expectation that I as a femme should get off on masculinity…
And today "Shit people say to femmes" is being recorded ♥ Hardest part for me - pretending to be butch, which is not the same as pretending to be strong, I've been a strong femme since I was ten thank you very much ♥
DON'T FUCK WITH FEMMES FELLAS! THIS AIN'T OUR FIRST TIME AT THE RODEO!! AND also, being weak is far from always a negative!!!!!
One of the worst movies ever with one of the funniest title tracks "So wipe that smile off your face, you better watch out for the straights"
HOPE, LIGHT: Tahrir Square overflowing into Kasr El Nil Bridge, Maspero, and all other adjacent areas
Millions in Tahrir Square now.
Darkness, despair, global capitalism, priviledge, it's all gotta change, it's all gonna change.
O'Sanity - Yoko Ono. Discovered this nice little song thanks to the film "Don't need you - a herstory of riot grrrl"